Motivation

Right now I seem to be lacking a lot of motivation to do things.  Today has been a rough day.  I just feel so overwhelmed with everything.  Why do I feel like I am just running in circles all the time? It seems like no matter what I do I just end up back where I started. I feel like I am on a treadmill that I can't get off of, and the speed keeps going up.  I am running out of energy so I hope that the treadmill stops before I can't run any more.  It would kinda suck to stumble and get thrown off.  It would probably hurt too.  Every once in a while something happens and gives me a second wind and it seems that things are getting better.  Then something always seems to happen to push me back.  I can't wait for the power to go out so that I can get off this dang treadmill and move on with my life.